A: Yes and no-- I have a really bad day some days and think to myself, "I wouldn't feel this way if I were high." Then I make myself remember-- I can feel sorry for myself because I don't have a car, a boyfriend, whatever, but it's because I used drugs for so long. I lost everything because I used. I lied, I stole, I cheated my way through life. I didn't care about myself. I didn't care about anything. Now I take care of myself, take pride in my look and how I act. I went back to the way I was before drugs-- but I'm much wiser. If I only knew then what I know now.